Hey, DA. Sorry that it's been such a while since my last entry. Not that i have been absent or inactive but much rather i've been having my eyes and mind on some new things in my life. No idea where to start or begin so i'm just summing up that I've been on a self-help crusade to regaining my creative confidence. I've been working at a recently new job since January and have been coming to terms over time. The terms are that if I'm gonna continue drawing, I gotta accept my shortcomings that I've been dealing with and expand my worldview a bit.
-I've been taking on a lot more reading and outside activities
-Learning new/different skills
-Learning how to create my own source of motivation and confidence
(Most importantly)- Organizing and prioritizing my life.
-and the list continues to go on with each preparation. There's also thoughts on just shutting down userpages on extra sites like this one since feedback here isn't that entirely well; and I find that feedback and good public relation is essential. BUT!! Like I said, they are only thoughts so it's not likely to happen unless i'm fully convinced. I'm aware that success and popularity will not happen in an instant, it's something that is built over time. To me, DA is like early 1900s New York. It's the usual spot where people who are looking for a fresh start will obviously start at only to be disappointed early on. New users struggle at first to be acknowledged until they resort to playing dirty. Not alot of people take failure well and that feeling is encouraged without some feedback to go on, a comment or two, and would most likely quit before getting anywhere.
But I digress, once I have my entire objective clarified and my plan set, there are going to be some changes to my approach. In the meantime, I'll try to keep you guys into consideration.